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Oh my goodness. Is it official, Marchant? You like Elisa (a.k.a. "E"), don't you?
As for North Carolina, it is one beautiful state.
Posted by Mallory @ 05/31/2003 02:01 PM CST
Well it has finally come to an end;
I said goodbye tonight.
And though I'm glad it's through,
It doesn't all feel right.
It's like part of me is gone;
A hole that's hard to fill;
And despite what they all say,
I doubt it ever will.
It's a choice I made,
Though some think it's sad;
Still they say you can't miss,
That which you never had.
I'll never feel her soft touch again
Or the sweet smell of her hair;
Her beautiful smile will never be for me
Nor her tenderness and care.
Her harmonic voice I'll never hear;
I'll never be in her dreams.
To love I'm now dead;
It is killing me or so it seems.
I act the same and so I am;
Yet part of me is gone;
Still part of me can't let go;
Forever is so long.
Every day you are at my door;
Don't look my way or call my name;
My pain is worse than yours;
In time, all things must change.
Jesus can you spare some mercy,
Another drop upon my wretched soul;
Without you I'm nothing;
Without you I'm less than whole.
Posted by He gives much more joy than pain @ 05/21/2003 11:01 PM CST
North Carolina, strange indeed... quite strange, but you gotta admit, some parts of it are quite beautiful...
Anyways, I've gone through a relationship EXACTLY yours lately... I met a girl who, after expressing her UNDYING love for me, somehow, shut me out of her life, turned her back, and locked my away in some dark abyss of a dumpster she keeps somewhere in her preconscious to keep her less than perfect, twisted past out of her head. Man, feels like hell doesn't it? How can someone be so incredibly cold? It just doesn't make sense... yet, it does on an interesting level. Heh, I can't tell you how many times I've heard the phrase, "MOVE ON!" Hmmm, Far too often...
Anyways, I wish I could tell you how to win her back, but unfortunately, I'm as dumfounded as you are about this whole situation... still, keep up the fight, keep thinking... there simply HAS to be a way to mend something like this, especially since it seems to have struck twice (you've given me a glimmer of HOPE here!). Well... If I get any ideas, you'll be the FIRST to know!
Yet, you have to wonder, is it worth all the effort? Will it ever be the same again? Well... ultimately, these things are left up to you... and only you to decide.
Posted by Another Random Observer @ 05/21/2003 09:44 PM CST
That's the tennis team. Tennis. How did I leave that out?
Posted by Jeremy @ 05/20/2003 11:28 PM CST
REPEAT! REPEAT! The CCS Boys have repeated as state champs with a clean sweep thru the semis and finals at the Spring Fling. Congratulations, Ray, and all other members of the Chargers squad. Here's to hoping all Chattanooga teams kick butt this week to convince people that the Spring Fling belongs at its birthplace--The Scenic City.
Posted by Jeremy @ 05/20/2003 11:27 PM CST
north carolina is bittersweet still. but kaley's dead, and her bittersweet too.
we'll bury them side by side.
Posted by you see through me @ 05/19/2003 10:25 PM CST
Or, everyone not involved and who doesn't know the situation can accept it and let them deal with it. Relationships have far too many sides to be accurately advised upon when they go wrong, other than "The other person sucks." "Move on" is the only worthwhile advice (to make a broad, probably inaccurate generalization).
Posted by Random Observer @ 05/19/2003 09:14 PM CST
I know what Marchant's problem is. It's simple, really: he has cooties. A quick cootie shot will cure all his woes with the ladies. For a nominal fee, I can do this for YOU!
TO BE COOTIE-FREE, CALL ME!!
HELL YEAH, I CAN RHYME, TOO!!!!!
Posted by Marit @ 05/19/2003 07:13 PM CST
Discombobulated... tmi. wtmi. :o)
Posted by Cassie @ 05/19/2003 06:03 PM CST
Actually, I just got done pleasing myself earlier this afternoon. I love the internet.
Posted by discombobulated @ 05/19/2003 05:17 PM CST
I agree with the outsider! Marchant needs a different girl, or he'll end up where he is right now. He needs to move on.
I agree with Marit as well. I've been mean... so has he.
And one more high five to the outsider for realizing that I don't give a care about looking good to everyone. I know that some people can't deal with the fact that not everyone puts on a show for their pleasure... but yes, it's a fact.
I see no reason for putting on a facade of myself so that a total stranger approves of me. I'm me... deal with it folks. I'm sure none of you are all that perfect either.
I please whoever is pleased with what I do... there's no picking and choosing. You either like me or you don't, and honestly, I don't typically do much to change someone's opinion of me.
Go please yourself. I'm concerned with other things. :o) Tata!
Posted by Cassie @ 05/19/2003 02:26 AM CST
is it reasonable to believe that marchant maybe doesn't need someone like her? if he keeps rehashing the same girl, the same problems will arise and he'll feel the same guilt and sadness he's feeling now.
btw, it's a rough row, trying to please everyone. i don't think cassie's as concerned with it as some of you would like. and there's not a thing wrong with that.
Posted by outside, mostly @ 05/19/2003 01:44 AM CST
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Posted by detalubobmocsid @ 05/18/2003 08:42 PM CST
Hey man, Cassie treats you like shit. Just an observation.
Posted by Marit @ 05/18/2003 05:54 PM CST
...I'd care to listen.
Posted by marchant @ 05/18/2003 04:41 PM CST
One more thing... the emotionally masochistic part has nothing to do with Marchant. It is entirely separate from that situation.
Posted by Cassie @ 05/18/2003 03:10 PM CST
Because the bear has been special to me since childhood and it means a lot more to me than Marchant does. It is symbolic of something that I doubt anyone here would care to listen to.
Posted by Cassie @ 05/18/2003 03:09 PM CST
Actually, Jeremy...sadly, he did win as Mr. X. I think it's a lot easier with fewer detectives. The name of the game is "Scotland Yard".
Let me also note that I didn't intend the first part of this entry to mean that I've never been at fault. In fact, I'm at fault quite a bit. I do and say rather stupid things sometimes. I only intended to provide some contrast. Finally, the bear is in the mail. Sorry for it taking so long.
Posted by marchant @ 05/18/2003 03:02 PM CST
Girls intentionally confuse guys so they can feel superior. And if "emotionally masochistic" is Cassie, then I have a question. How can you so easily choose to sweep marchant under the rug, and yet still gripe about not getting your bear back? Why can't you just let go of that too?
Posted by discombobulated @ 05/18/2003 11:43 AM CST
Marchant, what was the name of that game that we played at Wes' on Wednesday? That game was awesome. Let's play it again soon. By the way, did Zac back up his smack when I left? Remember he thought he could kick butt as Mr. X against you and Wes? How did that turn out?
Posted by Jeremy @ 05/17/2003 10:44 PM CST
dude, where's my bear? haven't you kept it long enough?
Posted by emotionally masochistic @ 05/17/2003 05:16 PM CST
North Carolina smells like Amby.
Posted by Marit @ 05/17/2003 03:45 PM CST